la la love you.

I keep meaning to ask you about it.

Did you mean it?

Do you usually throw it around?

How much do you mean it?

I say I love people and I suppose my idea of love is very loose (although I am a romantic), but I mean it every time. When I tell a boyfriend I love them I mean it. I'm always afraid it'll scare them off because they don't realize that when I say love I don't mean marriage, kids, and a deep passion and want to be with this person for eternity. When I say I love a boyfriend I do mean that I love them right now and that I honestly do love them up to a degree.

I'm not the best with words and I'm even worse when it comes to explaining myself.

But I meant what I said....

but only to a new-boyfriend-and-girlfriend level for now.